It's already day 3 of the last month of the year.. But next year looks promising, and 17 days (approx) until I get my Spirit bonus, and hopefully a CAR! The landlord gave me until the 3rd week of January to either fix the Magnum or get rid of it. Thankfully Chloe should have her financial aid by then and will buy it from me and get it fixed. Otherwise I have to find some way to get rid of it. Which sucks since I'm still on the hook for 8 grand to Reliable because of the damn thing. Which is their fault, really, for refusing to refinance me. Next car=no financing. Hopefully my bonus is hefty. Not expecting it to be though, they tax it to hell because it's a bonus. I'll be happy if it's over a grand. It should be. But the more over it is, the more I can either buy xmas gifts or get caught up on rent.
This not working thing is starting to get to me..sooo hard to motivate my ass to get shit done. I wish I still made lists like I used to. I don't even know if that would help though. I feel so dumb sometimes. I'm like wtf happened to me I used to be smart! Or so I was told time and time again.
This is a horrible time of year to be out of work. I'd rather it was in the summer.
Ok, gotta go figure some shit out to help me reach my goals. Something other than Pinterest, that is, lol.
