I spent so many years trying to be "well rounded" that I never really got *good* at anything. I was a mediocre DJ. I am a mediocre singer. I am a mediocre writer. Passable, but not great.
I'm a mediocre employee. I'm good at being a self checkout attendant, but I am only so so in a check stand (my production numbers suck) and I have an attitude problem when I feel something is unjust, or if I don't get my break in a reasonable amount of time.
I'm a mediocre friend. Sometimes I'm loyal ride or die, and other times I want to care but I just don't.
I was a mediocre student when I was in school. Not living up to my "potential" they said. Whatever.
When all you are is mediocre, it becomes so hard to care about anything anymore. Because you feel like you'll never be good enough anyway.
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