...mostly my mom. She has been so amazing since I got my terminal kidney diagnosis. But, unfortunately, she's "amazed" herself into a hole that I can't help with until my housing benefit kicks in. I got my approval letter in September. I thought they were supposed to contact me by now. But every time I call, they force me to leave a message for a callback, then never call me back. It's so incredibly frustrating. I want to help my mom, but I can't until they get their shit together and CALL ME.
I'm also thankful for Chloe. I don't know where I would be without her. Lonely, for one thing. She's a wonderful best friend, and I fail her too often. She needs a cheerleader to stay motivated, and I have been lacking in the cheer department. I REALLY want to do better.
I'm thankful for my brothers, for their help in the past. I get it, times are rough these days. But I love them always.
I'm thankful for my nieces, Annie's living legacies. I know she would be proud of them. Although she might give Lily more of a "kick in the pants" than my mom has been able to.
I'm thankful for Dory and Willow, even though I was against having pets initially, I love them both endlessly.
I'm thankful that dialysis is sustaining my life, because I am not ready to leave it yet. I still have too much to do. Help my mom, get mine and Chloe's company up and running, making us rich, and I still want to travel in an RV at some point before I die. I've dreamt of that since I was at least 10, if not younger.
I'm sure there's more. Karaoke. Friends. So on and so forth.
Grateful to be here. Thankful for a lot.
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