Just been busy. I'm super stressed about this HRSN benefit... They said I was approved after I sent them amounts, and now suddenly they have a "cap", meaning they'll pay PART of the bill and I have to cover the rest. Well, except for rent, that one is totally covered. So now I'm all stressed trying to figure out how to pay what's left behind. I had enough left after paying my mom to cover the rest of the storage unit, but I still have to pay $175 and change on the phone bill. Grrr. I NEED A JOB. But one that is FLEXIBLE and accommodates my dialysis schedule. And doesn't make me more than $1000 per month cuz if I go over that, my disability gets docked. ARRGGGHHHH. So I ordered 2 books on how to get voice-over work. They weren't expensive. And they could lead to a lot more money. It was a worthy investment.
My other worry is Chloe; she has not been doing well the past few days. She said she wanted to go to the hospital, but changed her mind and is sleeping instead. But that in itself could be a sign of something bad. It's like, do I wake her and drag her to the hospital, and it's nothing? Or do we not go and risk it being something bad? She is completely disillusioned with doctors, and I don't blame her; they misdiagnosed her and treated her like a drug seeker for YEARS. Ugh. For now, I will wait and see.
I'm exhausted, but I need to clean the cat box because Chloe can't. I need to take out my bedroom trash. We need to clean this house before I bring Buffy, our new kitty, home on Saturday. I hope I don't have to do it alone. Hopefully, all this sleep Chloe is getting helps her heal, and she wakes up feeling great. Is there a spell for that?
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