Heartbroken

Well that was rather short-lived. I thought I'd finally found my soulmate. And then he ghosted me. Just like Shane did. I am so frustrated. I no longer trust my instincts. I no longer trust my heart. I am so just, DONE. I cry myself to sleep. Not because he has other shit to deal with right now, I can accept that. But TOTAL LACK OF COMMUNICATION? Complete radio silence? So disrespectful! I can't. It hurts. I stupidly hold out hope. Hope that my gut was right about him being the one. Hope that we will get through this. But it hurts.