Kinda freaking out a bit.

So for some reason Chloe got denied financial aid. She's appealing (again) on Monday, but if she doesn't get it....we are completely fucked. She is almost $2000 behind on rent. As lenient as our landlord Tim has been, I don't think we could survive this. We will get evicted for sure. Being homeless right now would really fuck up my work life a lot. I am so close to having the life I want, this would be such a huge setback. I REALLY hope she wins her appeal. She was planning to buy the Magnum from me with her financial aid, and I was going to use the money to get another car. I NEEED a car, I'm seriously going crazy without one. My feet hurt so bad because I walk so much. I'm in agony at the end of every single day.
I just want to curl up in a ball and cry. But I can't. I have to be strong, and figure shit out. I'm trying SO hard, the universe wouldn't just fuck me like that, right?
Fingers crossed.

Today. On Why The Fuck Did I Do This...

Omg why did I get this tablet? It seemed like a good idea at the time. I'm going to need it on the road. I guess I'm just making shit happen as its presented to me. RV nao!!! Just saying.

The futures so bright..

...that I need to replace these rose colored glasses with shades.

Went to the RV show at the Expo Center today. Alone. Has a blast though. :)  And narrowed down what I am looking for in an RV. I also joined a Pokemon battle raid with a bunch of TMobile employees, lol. So here's what I found:

 I like this one a lot. It's called the Lepruchaun.

 Seems like it would feel like driving a UHaul, which I have done MANY time.

 Lots of extra storage space too.

 There's also no slide outs, which I LOVE (I don't like slideouts), and its under 30 ft.

Now I can't remember which pics go to which RVs dang it. So I'll just post them, screw it.

 This one was the Minnie Winnie. About 25 ft.

 Kind of what I want for my office.

 And this is Omar, at the TMobile booth. He hooked me up with some good stuff then we went on a Pokemon Go Battle raid with like 4 employees, lol.

Good times.

So. Thoughts after the RV show. Fuck I need to fix my credit. Oh and also make a LOT more money. I need to get my voice over work started. And my writing (hence the blog post even though I reeeally need to go to bed). Time to put plan into action, not just Pinterest pinning.

Ok though seriously I need to go to bed. Floor cleaners are coming to my store at 8am, which means I need to be on the 7:17am bus, which means waking up no later than 5 so I can shower and make breakfast and be out the door by 7. Ugh. Why did I go back into retail? No matter, it will be in the past once I'm on the road.