Distance is hard.

I know it will be all worth it. He is so wonderful. But not being able to be with him is SO HARD. The future looks bright but I want it NOW, lol. But we have so many things to do to build that future together. Divorces, for one. And he and his son moving up here in June. House, job, and school needs to happen before the move does. Then they'll need time to get settled in. I need to purge my storage units. Need to purge the apartment before that. Help Chloe with what she needs to prepare to live by herself, or with another roommate. And through all this, getting to know Kaiden, hoping he will accept me. Learning how to interact with him. And then eventually, a wedding to plan. :) Already dreaming about that one... :)

I am so freaking happy. I'm just impatient. :)

Only Time ~Enya

Who can say where the road goes?
Where the day flows? Only time
And who can say if your love grows
As your heart chose? Only time

Who can say why your heart sighs
As your love flies? Only time
And who can say why your heart cries
When your love lies? Only time

Who can say when the roads meet?
That love might be in your heart?
And who can say when the day sleeps
If the night keeps all your heart?
Night keeps all your heart

Who can say if your love grows
As your heart chose? Only time
And who can say where the road goes?
Where the day flows? Only time

Who knows? Only time
Who knows? Only time

We already have a song.

Love Again by New Hope Club:

It's been a year, two weeks, one day, I
Knew the minute that I saw your face that
Only thing that never changed was you
Your perfume's intoxicating
You still smile when you say my name and
I love the way that you dance across the room

And it comes rushing back
As the moment passed
Make me wanna grab your hand
And pull you back

Tell me, have I lost my mind again?
I get the feeling you might feel the same
Tell me you can feel that love, feel that love again
And even though we're in this crowded room
I'm feeling like there's no one else but you
Tell me you can feel that love, feel that love again

It's been a minute, six seconds, now I want you
'Bout to risk it all, baby, if you want to
See that look in your eyes and I guess you do

And it comes rushing back
As the moment passed
Make me wanna grab your hand
And pull you back

Tell me, have I lost my mind again?
I get the feeling you might feel the same
Tell me you can feel that love, feel that love again
And even though we're in this crowded room
I'm feeling like there's no one else but you
Tell me you can feel that love, feel that love again

If I make a move are you down with that?
Go in for a kiss, would you kiss me back?
Feel that love, feel that love again
If I wrap my arms around you and I pull you close
Tell you once again that I'm taking you home
Feel that love, feel that love again

Oh
Let me know
Let me know
Let me know

Tell me, have I lost my mind again?
I get the feeling you might feel the same
Tell me you can feel that love, feel that love again (no)
And even though we're in this crowded room
I'm feeling like there's no one else but you
Tell me you can feel that love, feel that love again
(Tell me can you feel that love)

If I make a move are you down with that?
Go in for a kiss, would you kiss me back?
Feel that love, feel that love again
If I wrap my arms around you and I pull you close
Tell you once again that I'm taking you home
Feel that love, feel that love again

I'm in love.

This feeling. So new and so old at the same time. I know his soul, he knows mine... He has changed so much.. he has become everything I have wanted in a partner. My heart swells with love whenever I think of him. When we first met up, it was like, explosive, blowing open the box of emotions and memories that I had locked up so long ago.. since that first meeting, we have been getting to know each other, the people we are now, and I have fallen in love with him all over again. This is it. He is the one I didn't even know I was waiting for. And I see a really bright future for us. I knew I would probably be single forever unless I rekindled something with someone I had known before... I just didn't know it would be Mark.. but now that it is, I'm like, who else? I was never as close with anyone as I was with Mark. Not even my ex-husband. Mark and I entwined our souls.. we were just so young and, well, dumb back then. We are grown now, and I am amazed every day how wonderful he is. He is the one. Again. :)